Continue to P*U*S*H Pray until something happens

OK I wanted to take some time to share my heart........it's never ok to keep things in nor is ok to hide your feelings. For a while now things have been very hard for me I have been physically, mentally and spiritually tired. I really hurt my back very bad a month ago and it took so much out of me, Isaac is getting a lot bigger/heavier (which is good because he is getting stronger) now. Its been very hard carrying him to and from the car while my husband is at work not to mention bathing him is very hard because he is heavy. Now physically that has a large toll on me but I'm pushing through and I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that he will walk soon in Jesus name. Now let me share with you my mental and emotional tiredness, almost daily and at the least every other day Isaac's exact words to me "Mommy I want to run and play with the kids, I want to run and chase Noe (His cousin) and Noe chase me." Now I can't explain to any mother how much that breaks my heart nor can you truly understand unless your there, though I know my son will walk and one day run I'm not gonna lie it hurts to hear those words from my sweet precious son. My response to him is " you will baby in Jesus name.......your gonna walk and run real soon" Now with that said I'm not here to give you the total glimpse into my life because I know we all go through things, but what I am here to do is to share some of my faith with you in hopes to keep you pushing through. Life is hard that's a given things come our way that are gonna hurt and at times seem impossible to get through. I know I've been there and in fact I'm there now. It hurts you want to cry and even ask God why..... Lord when will it be over I know...... I have. Now as far as spiritual, this is why I find it so important to share this with you. I pray daily but with the kids screaming and trying to move and this and that......well if that sounds like you then something is wrong...........You can not afford to compromise your time with God. Period, that's it, your life, your babies lives depend on it. I was weak and weary crying out to God but not waiting long enough for him to get a hold of me. Things are going to come your way that are very hard to deal with things are gonna come your way that cause you pain and grief but remember for every test you pass gives you a testimony. Now I've been serving God for over 7 years so anybody can fall prey to the busy life but you owe it to yourself to set the correct priorities in place. Now I can go on and on about the things in my life that I have overcome by the grace of God and many of you have heard my testimonies. If you are reading this and find your self tearing up than this is for you lean not on your own understanding, Allow God to be your strength break before him and let him restore you. Life is and can be hard but with our lord and Savior we can do all things through him who strengthens us. Now for the hard at heart and for the ones who read and wonder what I'm babeling on about, this is for you as well. God loves you and you can pray right now to ask him into your heart. My life isn't a perfect life but it's my life and I'm going to continue to live it for him. He is great and worthy to be praised. As for me and my house we shall serve the Lord. Now I urge you to P*U*S*H (Pray Until Something Happens) Love & Prayers :o)