Keep on keeping on

Well once again here I am and it's been a while since I've been on. Just thought I would jot a few thoughts......I see many people at church Wednesday and Sunday I smile and say hi regardless of any pain I might feel, I go and enjoy the worship and word. My husband and I have been reading and praying together daily and I'm so blessed that he takes the time out to do that with me each day. Also he has taken a huge load off by helping me daily with the cleaning. I'm thanking God each day I wake up and come downstairs to a clean house. Now on to the real reason why I'm on here blogging at this very moment, Just a little while ago I was crying with my husband telling him I don't want to be in this pain any more just a year ago I was going to the park after school with the kids taking them to lunch at the mall and just hanging out spending quality time with them, this pain is holding me back so much it's unreal. Now with that said I'm leaning on God and seeking him even more. My God will never give up on me so I choose to never give up on him. I know soon he will deliver me from this agonizing pain, he is the Lord that healeth thee he is the Lord my healer. I have been reading and praying like never before and on top of that listening to messages about healing and faith, and I'm soo excited because I'm truly learning so much and I will praise him through this storm. I know that through great trials once it's all done and said, comes great perseverance. I can do this with God on my side for he is my strength and my refuge. I will never forget when my husband and I were first saved, our oldest son was really sick his whole nervous system shut down, it started with him not being able to hold down food, then he couldn't walk and then he couldn't breath on his own it was a real life nightmare, he was hospitalized for over 3 months at UCSF with tubes everywhere, they even told us there was a very strong possibility that he may never walk again. It was devastating for us but even though we were babies in Christ we had the body of believers seeing us through, we also had the faith that he would be ok, and God giving us the strength to be strong for him. Our Son was healed and walked out of the hospital like he had never been sick. Now it wasn't just a day or two it was months and every single day of it was hard. Well it's been months that I have been in this pain and not one day of it has been easy but I truly leave it in God's hands and I know he's doing something. I have gotten emails from different followers of my blog and I pray this reaches the right person who may need to hear this.

If you are going through something at this very moment and you just feel like you can't hang on any more, please know that through our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ you can. After talking to my husband and him just being that friend that I needed he reminded me that the trials we suffer are truly not in vain and we can turn them around for his Glory. Am I in pain yes, is it hard yes, but I wouldn't be able to find the strength to sit here and share with you if I truly wasn't going through it myself. God truly does Love us, so much so that he sent his one and only son to die on the cross so that we could have eternal life. Jesus took all our sin and all our iniquities up at the cross. He was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed. Isaiah 53:5 now there it is, it's his promise that means it's ours we just need to have the faith to trust in his promise. Ok I'm just about done but one last thing before I go. Above you see the picture of my son and I, I know I have a lot more pictures of him then all of my other beauties who truly are very precious to me but the reason for that is because my son has the strength that can only be received from our precious Father above........ I pray for you this day that whatever you are going through, that you may find strength from God he loves you and he is an on time God who will see you through any and all of your trials, you just have to choose to call out to him and give it to him. If your tired and you feel like you just can deal with your situation any more release it and allow God to move in your life. I pray you find strength and trust in God in Jesus name. I choose to keep on keeping on and I pray you choose to do the same. ~Rocky