This too shall pass

It's been some time since I have found the time to update my blog and it is way past due. All I have to say is God is sooo Awesome and provides me with the Joy I need to get through these major trying times. The pain is still very intense and most days it's very hard for me to get up and out of the house, for the past month I was in my house and hardly able to move the pain was just too bad. For the past couple of weeks I've been pushing myself to get back to church and I'm so glad to be back. The pain is still there but I'm pushing through claiming and knowing God has healed me. Now to let you in on the real reason why I'm choosing to blog at this very moment. While it's been some time now that I have been batteling & trying to make a decision on whether or not to rod Isaacs arm A month ago I thought I had come to the conclusion that we were going to do it but it's still been a battle and it hasn't been easy. I finally decided to talk to him and see how he felt about it. I said Isaac Mommy was thinking about doing the surgery on your arms, You will have to stay in the hospital a couple of days and your arm will hurt for a bit" His response was exactly this "mommy will it make my arm straight and stronger?" I told him yes and he decided all on his own to do it. I said Isaac are you sure you want to do this and he said yes Mommy, sounding as brave as can be. I am so proud of my son and how can I not be brave going through this with him when he is so brave to make such a grown up decision. The sugeries have never been easy on him or I but he truly heals amazingly fast and the outcome is truly amazing. I look at him and I see such a strong and determined little boy, he just makes my heart melt. You want to know something even more amazing......Every day he ask me Mommy how is your back I tell him I'm ok but it hurts and he says mommy I hope you get better soon and aren't in any more pain. WOW with all that he goes through he is concerned about my pain. I have to be strong I have to for him and for me. My son truly has the strength, peace and Joy of the Lord.

We will all face many things in our lives whether it be Physical, Spiritual, financial whatever it may be Never give up on God for he never gives up on us. I'm so blessed to have 6 children and never once has Isaac acted like he has a handicap never once has he felt sorry for himself. I look at him and I see strength I see the hand of God truly moving in and through him. No one ever said life was going to be easy keep on pushing through your trials keep on witnessing to others through them. I know God has used my son to touch many lives and for that I am Blessed. All these trial are not in vain. Five years ago I was told my son wouldn't live past birth once he was born and proved those doctors wrong they said he would never walk, here we are 5 years later and he is such a little precious life, full of the joy and strength of the Lord and the Doctors are now coming to the realization that he will walk. Who's report will you believe. My son is an inspiration, my son is a living breathing and soon to be walking testimony. Reach out and touch someone today with your life, with your trials, with your perseverence. For without God we are nothing and can do nothing. Encourage someone. You never know what others could be going through you can make a difference with your life as my son has made a difference with his.We all will face many trials in our lives just remember this too shall pass. Love and Prayers Always!!!!!